I just got back from Bobbys house.[Bobbys my new bf]I think i'm really in love this time.It's like every time I see him I fall deeper and deeper in love.It's great.Me and my ex Travis still talk.We're not as close as we were before though.It's sometimes awkward talking or being around him.I guess it's because I know all the things he put me through and all the pain he caused me.Part of me thinks I should hate him but for some reason I can't find any hate inside of me for him.I think it's because part of me still has feelings for him.I know i'm with Bobby now and I love Bobby with all of my heart but Travis still has part of my heart.I don't know.All I know is i'm with Bobby right now and thats how it is.We'll see what happens in the future..

                                                                                ! T A M M Y !

have you ever noticed how your just sitting around doing nothing & time seems to fly by but when your busy doing something time seems to go by so slow? whats up with that? well lately thats been happening to me alot.ive been sitting around doing nothing,just feeling sorry for myself & time just seems to be going by so fast.its like i missed part of the day,like a chunk of my day is missing.have you ever felt like that?somethings missing in my life & its not time or just a part of my day that im missing.its like somethings missing.something that really matters in my life.lately ive noticed it alot & im really wondering whats missing?whats so important that i just cant seem to forget about it? i know somethings missing.im just not sure what it is yet.

                           !T*A*M*M*Y!

Bak in Nc.

my mom said just until the summer.

she wants me to finish the skewl year in Nc.

i dont believe her.

i dont think ill ever really LIVE bak in Md.

i only got to see 2 of my friends there.

& i only saw them once.

ill probably die down here in Nc.........

Y'ello!

       sorry i havent written in a while but ive been busy & ive been sad lately so i just havent felt up to writing in the blog,but its ok well no its not....my grandmom just died & im really upset but i know this is sooooooooo wrong to say but..................im a little happy,i know i know i so shouldnt say that but she always wanted to be buried in Maryland & well i used to live there until my mom made me move down here with my uncle,(yes she just got rid of me) & now i get to go bak to Maryland!! i get to see my old friends & i may actually tell my mom im not going bak down to North Carolina when i get up there....i dont know i havent made up my mind  i think im just gonna stay up there & im NEVER going to go bak to NC! I HATE IT HERE!!!! but i really didnt know i would be down there for this long...my mom said i was just going down for the summer......but its my luck that i got stuck down here  but soon ill be gone from this sh!t hole 4ever!!!!! (i hope)

                                                               HoPeFuL,TaMmY!!!!!

Y'ello!

           so I haven't written anything in a while so i guess I should let everyone know whats been going on.The last time I wrote I y'all that I did get back with my bf even after what happened,but right about now I sorta wish I didn't.I'm sure that your all thinking 'what did he sleep with another one of her friends?',As a matter of fact yes he did.I know I was a f*c*i*g idiot & i know that I made a dumb decision.Even though everyone I asked said that I shouldn't & said that i was just gonna get hurt again I did it anyway.Well I've learned my lesson & I'll know not to let people have second chances.I still do wonder if I didn't sleep with him if this would've still happened.I guess I'll never know will I?Well like two days ago he did come by my house saying the same thing as before,but this time I didn't tell him I'd think about it.I think I made a very good decision for myself,dont you?Well I really dont have anything else to talk about,maybe I'll have more good/bad news tomorrow.

                                                          FiNaLlY hApPy,TaMmY

Y'ello!

       well i knew i had to make a decision about what i was gonna do,wether i was gonna go back out with him or if i wasnt going to....well today i've made my decision  i know alot of people probably totaly disagree with me but..........i am going to go back out with him,i know some of y'all probably think im f**kin crazii but even though he cheated on me i still really do love him so there you have it i finally made my decision!!HOPEFULLY i made the right one.....

                         HoPeFuL,t-A-m-M-y-!-!

hiiiiii,

        well i said about what happened with me & my (ex) bf in my last blog,& well today i was really really depressed so i was just sitting at home smoking & then all of a sudden my ex bf comes over,& well he was all like im really sorry & i shouldnt of did that im really really sorry, i love you & i wanna get back together & well at first i didnt know what to say so i sorta just sat there for a minute thinking wtf doesnt he realize what he does was like unforgivable & after a minute i told him that,he was like i know but please take me back & all this s**t & well i told him i'd think about it, im so confused!!  please tell me what you think & give me some advice about what to do?!? THANK YOU!!!!

                                                                  CoNfUsEd,TaMmY!

Y'ello!

        its been a terrible day! I found out that my boyfriend was cheatin on me with one of muh friends,he actually had s3x with her to! i know like omg im soooooo upset! I thought he really loved me but i guess he really didnt! I still love him alot but come on i had to break up with him,god its been a terrible d@mn day & the worst part of it he had s3x with my friend the day after i had s3x with him!  This all sux like really bad!!! I just wanna cry!!!!! well im really upset so i think ill stop writing, goodbye for now....

                                                                                    ~~T~A~M~M~Y~~

hey hey!

             guess what? i just started going out with this guy Travis  YAY!! lolz he like always wears camouflage,he has glasses & he has brown hair & alwayz be wearin a hat.Hes been wantin to go out wth me for like ever.Me & him alwayz be sittin around smokin'.yeah dats the life!but anywayz herez a song & a poll! HAVE FUN!!!!!!

PuSsYcAt DoLlZ:dOnT cHa!

Baby
Ladies
Fellas
Are you ready?
Lets dance
Baby (ooooh)
I know you like me (I know you like me)
I know you do (I know you do)
Thats why whenever I come around
She's all over you (she's all over you)
I know you want it (I know you want it)
It's easy to see (it's easy to see)
And in the back of your mind
I know you should be fucking me (babe)
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)
Leave it alone (leave it alone)
Cause if it ain't love
It just aint enough to leave my happy home (my happy home)
Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)
You have to play fair (you have to play fair)
See I dont care
But I know She ain't gonna wanna share
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
I know I'm on your mind
I know we'd have a good time
I'm your friend
I'm fun
And I'm fine
I aint lying
Look at me shine
You aint blind (you aint blind)
I know I'm on your mind
I know wed have a good time
I'm your friend
I'm fun
And I'm fine
I aint lying
Look at me shine
You aint blind
I know she loves you (I know she loves you)
So I understand (I understand)
I'd probably be just as crazy about you
If you were my own man
Maybe next lifetime (maybe next lifetime)
Possibly (possibly)
Until then no friend possibly
Is a drag for me
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha!

hey,its Tammy!!!

                          im new so if y'all would like to give me any suggestions,suggest away!! Lets see i live in NC, i have blonde hair (i died it), i lllloooovvvveeee rap,& some country music! well i dont know what to say,so i'll just put my fav. song on heere!

I'm lookin fa mrs.bubble gum
I'm mr. chik-o-stick
I wanna (dun dun dunt) (oh)
Cuz you so thick
Gurlz call me Jolly Rancher
Cuz i stay so hard
You can suck me for a long time
(oh my god!)
Gurl dis aint no dance flo
Dis a candy sto
And im really geeked up
And i got mo dro
I pop I roll
It's soft I know
It's da summer time
But yo laffy taffy got me froze (oh)
Gone get loose (oh)
Gone get low (oh)
Dont be shy
H** i'm Faybo? (oh)
I kno you wanna ride
You a star and it shows
(What's happening? What's up? What's up? Let's go, let's go, let's go)

Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy (candy gurl)
Dat laffy taffy [repeat 2x]

Cum on trick cum on trick
Here go Mr. chocolate
I like da way you break it down
Waddle, stop you watchin me
Laffy taffy i'm likin dis
Big ol a** you shakin b****
Close yo mouth and dont say s***
Bend on ova and hit a split
Work dat pole and work it well
Stacks on deck, yo ankles swell
Gurl let me touch ya
Iwill neva tell
Security gaurd dont scare nobody
Damn right i touched dat h**
All da money just hit da flo
D4L im ready to go
H** cant even shake no mo
Dey tired out
Lets ride out
B**** you wanna go
Den she can go
She get in my car
I aint playin no mo
Start movin on my Faybo
B**** she probably already kno
Let me see dat laffy taffy
(dun dun dunt)

Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy (candy gurl)
Dat laffy taffy [repeat 2x]

Say baby gurl
A wat u gon do
I got a hundred 1s
I wanna po on you
Just keep dat a** shakin
And i keep tippin you
While i sit back lik a playa
And sip dat grey goose
Feelin all loose
Cuz gurl you on yo job
You got my d*** hard
Da way you touch dem toez
Workin dem micros
On da stilletos
You made it skeet skeet skeet
Lik a water hoez (candy gurl)
Got me goin in my pocket
Pullin out mo dough
Let da waitress kno i need to order
Five hundred mo
You besta believe lata on we headed 2 da mo
So gone and pack dem bags
And lets mothaf***in go
Im waitin on yo fine a**
At da front doe
Gurl you don kno
Ima toss da laffy taffy
Toss it flip it and slap it
Bust a couple of nuts
And get right back at it

Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy (candy gurl)
Dat laffy taffy [repeat 2x]

                                                  BUH BYEZZZZ!!!!